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idk
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my parents are back
my friend told me that me and that new guy i like won't work out
i think the same way
so now i have no potential significant other
lol
well i haven't used xanga in forever
i've recently started to use it again
seems to have a lot of new things
so if anyone really knows how to use it all
and wouldn't mind telling me what it all is
i would really appreciate it
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| so......
i've seen this guy like 3 times
he seems nice enough
i like that he doesn't know me that well
ya know?
because.....everyone who knows me thinks i'm this innocent prude or something like that
so most of the guys i've gone out with have always been hesitant to even kiss me
he's cute
beautiful smile and blue eyes
but.....
he's a pot head
i don't think i can put up with that
and not only that....
he smokes all the time
so i have a hard choice ahead of me
*sigh..........
but i guess it's nice to have someone
right???
*cHeeZum*
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| i think.....i could've possibly just ruined a friendship
i just told my ex i kind of like him....you know how some people are....
they feel awkward knowing that you like them and they don't feel the same
it's not like i want him back or want anything to come from me telling him that
i think i found someone new
he seems like he may be a terrible influence on me
but i've never been bad
i think i'll be good and still make good choices
i like to think that i make the best choices for myself
that i keep out of trouble
so yesterday was the first time i tried drugs
didn't really feel much
don't think i'll do that again anytime soon
but i guess that's all for today
*cHeeZum*
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|  so it's christmas......
i still haven't gone to sleep
i have some friends over watching movies
i just got a lil bored and felt it was just right for some alone time
so here i am
idk.....i'm not sure
anyways
i get to stay home all day
watch movies and idk what i'm gonna eat.....
lol we haven't gone grocery shopping or anything
HOPEFULLY we find something that's open tomorrow
so i hate my hair
it's not long enough and it looks too much like diana's
damn it
and my dogs keep fighting a lot
for some reason
i just don't seem that happy anymore
my friend at work greeted me
she was like, how come you only smile when you say hello? it goes away right after
i didn't really notice
w/e everything is okay i guess
i'll probably post more later
*cHeeZum*
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