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hmmm....

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 20:14:04 GMT

everything seems to be okay
idk
blah

Friday, December 29, 2006

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:16:12 GMT

okay
my parents are back
my friend told me that me and that new guy i like won't work out
i think the same way
so now i have no potential significant other
lol
well i haven't used xanga in forever
i've recently started to use it again
seems to have a lot of new things
so if anyone really knows how to use it all
and wouldn't mind telling me what it all is
i would really appreciate it

GRRRRRR

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 17:48:02 GMT

so......
i've seen this guy like 3 times
he seems nice enough
i like that he doesn't know me that well
ya know?
because.....everyone who knows me thinks i'm this innocent prude or something like that
so most of the guys i've gone out with have always been hesitant to even kiss me
he's cute
beautiful smile and blue eyes

but.....
he's a pot head

i don't think i can put up with that
and not only that....
he smokes all the time
so i have a hard choice ahead of me
*sigh..........
but i guess it's nice to have someone

right???

*cHeeZum*

aWkwArD

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 00:11:19 GMT

i think.....i could've possibly just ruined a friendship
i just told my ex i kind of like him....you know how some people are....
they feel awkward knowing that you like them and they don't feel the same
it's not like i want him back or want anything to come from me telling him that
i think i found someone new
he seems like he may be a terrible influence on me
but i've never been bad
i think i'll be good and still make good choices
i like to think that i make the best choices for myself
that i keep out of trouble
so yesterday was the first time i tried drugs
didn't really feel much
don't think i'll do that again anytime soon
but i guess that's all for today

*cHeeZum*

Merry Christmas

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:37:12 GMT

so it's christmas......
i still haven't gone to sleep
i have some friends over watching movies
i just got a lil bored and felt it was just right for some alone time
so here i am
idk.....i'm not sure
anyways
i get to stay home all day
watch movies and idk what i'm gonna eat.....
lol we haven't gone grocery shopping or anything
HOPEFULLY we find something that's open tomorrow
so i hate my hair
it's not long enough and it looks too much like diana's
damn it
and my dogs keep fighting a lot
for some reason
i just don't seem that happy anymore
my friend at work greeted me
she was like, how come you only smile when you say hello? it goes away right after
i didn't really notice
w/e everything is okay i guess
i'll probably post more later

*cHeeZum*

one more try

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:21:11 GMT

so i've decided to take up xanga again
not many people will probably be reading this so it'll be okay
i'm still working at JCPenney
it isn't the same as before, i don't enjoy it as much
too many different mangers, i thinki just burned out
i've probably had too much JCP drama
school is okay, 7 classes next semester
So christmas isn't great this year either
christmas was so hard last year, this year my sister, melissa, and me were left alone for the holidays
my parents, brother, and great aunt won't be back til the 1st

I finally went out with andrew
it was nothing like i thought it would be
it could be that i had terribly high expectations or something
he didn't feel it was right apparently
for some reason some part of me still somewhat likes him
i won't persue it again, i'm not going to try to be anymore than a friend

kris totally sucks
we started to talk again
we would hang out all the time with jett and whoever else wanted to be there
we were "best friends" i liked it that way
anything more would've been awkward
apprently he thought i wanted more at some point
psh....i didn't want him like that
so he meets a new person....decides she's cool, i think she's cool too
but then suddenly we see each other a lot less
the old reactions he would get of happiness when he saw me, he now showed with her
you would think  he would still do a little more to acknowledge me than to wave to me across a store
and not even walk up to me to say hello
how ungrateful.....i was totally there for him as a friend
i woke him up in the mornings, i helped him get his stuff at his house when he got kicked out
i got my dad to help him with his car so he could return it to his dad
i invited him to sleep over at my family's house
and he throws me away like i didn't matter
so i didn't get the short end of the stick in this situation
i didn't even get to see the stick
it's okay though, because according to him he's buddist
so karma will take care of him......eventually he'll get treated with the same respect i did

so i think that's all for today
i'm going to try to keep up with this as much as i can

*cHeeZum*

MIRACLE

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 14:09:02 GMT

wow it's been forever since i've written in this thingy
i've still been working at JCP
it's rather stressfull right now, i don't have fun there anymore
i go in happy and then come home unhappy
i get no hours anymore, idk
school is okay, all my classes are easy
the only class that actually gives me work is english
i guess i should start doing it so that i don't fail
umm....idk what else to say
i'm still single hopefully not for long
i'm going to be on the search for a new job
if yall have any suggestions or know a nice place that is HIRING(not just taking applications)
please tell me about it
umm.....i guess that's all for now
*cristina*

MIRACLE

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 14:01:45 GMT

hmmm..........

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:48:28 GMT

well...

didn't get a chance to sign up for summer school, oh well

ummm....work is okay, people still love my sister more but whatever

my hours are steady

room mate is doing okay

family is okay

like a new boy not gonna say any more than that

if you know about him, then you know about him

but he's BEAUTIFUL lol

newho

guess that's all for now, leave a comment if you want to hang out or something

*cristina*

Monday, May 29, 2006

Mon, 29 May 2006 04:21:14 GMT

soooo

work

i got absolutely no credit applications all weekend

i'm suppose to have eight this month and i have two

jeremy completely ruined my not met streak i was having on my customer service surveys because he decided to be a jerk

my best friend and me seem to be awesome again, i'm oh so very happy about that

i got a ride home from mark's friend today after work, i was kinda nervous cuz i like to know who's driving and who would be there

i had no idea so yeah, then i went to chipotles with them, that was okay, i was kinda quiet though

apparently mark and me and some friends we will choose to go with us are gonna go to on a vacation to california next summer, let's see how that goes

can't go now, i'm too young, legally it'd be like he was kidnapping me or something

but newho, that's just all talk, he seems nice but he seems like the kind person that wouldn't care if you loose touch with them

home isn't so awesome, stuff with the room mate, not giving details on that

parents not so awesome, money not so awesome

so home=not awesome

hopefully it'll get better though, don't get payed this week, so looking forward to next week

well like i said i have tuesday and thursday off, tell me if you want to hangout

take care people

*cristina*

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hmmm....

Friday, December 29, 2006

GRRRRRR

aWkwArD

Merry Christmas

one more try

*MIRACLE*

*MIRACLE*

hmmm..........

Monday, May 29, 2006

MIRACLE

MIRACLE